coffee-clubbers:


Hellooooo Lioness (and Stanimal - thank you!) 
I apologize for the mobile phone quality of my photo, but it’s all I can muster at the moment. Fall is here but my creativity and sensuality seem to be fleeting. I’m just glad this is still a place where we can go - and it’s good to have you back around, dear (I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again!). 
Fall, to me, is work. Fall is chapped lips and sweaters and school and brisk morning runs, long afternoons in the pool, and endless anxiety about one midterm or another. This is my last fall as a student, for now. Tomorrow is my last “first day of school” until the next stage, whenever I get there. Fall is warm colors and hot cocoa and craving heated hands. Fall is loneliness, and growth. 
I’ll quit the melodrama. Hope you’re enjoying this lovely Wednesday afternoon. 
All my love, sarcosine

Sounds to me like fall means adventure to you, lovely lady!! I hope your first day of school is amazing. You are looking as gorgeous as ever and maybe one day soon we can share some coffee together!

Bbyluv

coffee-clubbers:

Hellooooo Lioness (and Stanimal - thank you!) 

I apologize for the mobile phone quality of my photo, but it’s all I can muster at the moment. Fall is here but my creativity and sensuality seem to be fleeting. I’m just glad this is still a place where we can go - and it’s good to have you back around, dear (I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again!). 

Fall, to me, is work. Fall is chapped lips and sweaters and school and brisk morning runs, long afternoons in the pool, and endless anxiety about one midterm or another. This is my last fall as a student, for now. Tomorrow is my last “first day of school” until the next stage, whenever I get there. Fall is warm colors and hot cocoa and craving heated hands. Fall is loneliness, and growth. 

I’ll quit the melodrama. Hope you’re enjoying this lovely Wednesday afternoon. 

All my love, 
sarcosine

Sounds to me like fall means adventure to you, lovely lady!! I hope your first day of school is amazing. You are looking as gorgeous as ever and maybe one day soon we can share some coffee together!

Bbyluv

yooanniee:

It’s no secret that I have a horrible sense of self-worth. I mean really, looking in the mirror makes me nauseous. Being awake leaves me in a constant state of anxiety and self-loathing thoughts. I’m constantly beating myself up for not being where I think I should be. 

It was cloudy today. I wanted to take a fall themed photo for Coffee Club. So I threw on some red lipstick and put on my converses and leather jacket. And I took photos. The sun came out for the time I was outside. 

You guys. It’s been so long since I’ve looked at photos of myself and thought something positive. It’s been so long. 

I know this won’t last, but I’m sorry in advance for the amount of photos from today that I have posted and will continue to post. I just need to hold on to this false sense of..of being worthy. At least for as long as I can.

yooanniee:

It’s no secret that I have a horrible sense of self-worth. I mean really, looking in the mirror makes me nauseous. Being awake leaves me in a constant state of anxiety and self-loathing thoughts. I’m constantly beating myself up for not being where I think I should be.

It was cloudy today. I wanted to take a fall themed photo for Coffee Club. So I threw on some red lipstick and put on my converses and leather jacket. And I took photos. The sun came out for the time I was outside.

You guys. It’s been so long since I’ve looked at photos of myself and thought something positive. It’s been so long.

I know this won’t last, but I’m sorry in advance for the amount of photos from today that I have posted and will continue to post. I just need to hold on to this false sense of..of being worthy. At least for as long as I can.

GAME OVER. Possum went under the porch and scared another skunk. Spray central.

It’s not my fault, dad. He wasn’t even by the bird feeders!